tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11223569027135694932012-01-29T11:32:22.152+08:00Adamnoreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122356902713569493.post-84716692270088858932011-11-17T23:30:00.001+08:002012-01-07T09:51:43.368+08:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="text-align: right;"><div style="text-align: left;"><a href="http://www.e3w3.com/2011/11/about.html">關於我們</a></div></div>After father passed away, all we were eager to see if father can come up to say somethings through our spiritual medium uncle during wakes. As a result that 4 shows up in 7 wakes. "Don't always change jobs for 3 years in east then another 3 years in west." said by father in wake period.<br /><br />Even couples years have been passed, still kept the same situation. I was ashamed to testament told to me sometimes. At some points, the hover surroundings to turn over and over until these two years. I finally realized that my characteristic is just like it runs, same theory upon changes from world. Does it coincide with mine? Afterthen it came out that the Doctrine of Mean is better joyously in my heart. <br /><br /><br />Although father talked usually with few words, I always reflashed my heart to understand suddenly that what's the best gift father sent to me? I gradually probed to remember that there's no thing is more important than eating. Said by father. Wisdom people with less words. Yeah! Can anyone tell me that his or her whole life is not for caring to eat? One can eat a lot everytime but someone can't be able to be a vagrant. One eats fishbone, someone just eats rice. From day to night, can still one tell me you are not for eating to live and work?<br /><br />Foolish people likes me with more words. Yeah, thus since father's words is such few to remember, even no. But how can we four sons can know idea from father's words? A man of great wisdom often appears slow-witted. A man of slow-witted often aslo appears great wisdom. The world feels emotion. In the end, a performance has to be combined dependently by couples in opposite and identical to weave, can't be done if leave just one out.<br /><br />The world is unrest. The family is unrest. My heart was unrest too. But thing is beatiful with such cute unrest. There's no clear heart can be enlightened if no such unrest appeared. So I tell myself that I have to enlighten first. Then family can be enlightened and generate less unrest factors coming and world will bring more mildness up. The ordinary in ancent for life is eat, cloth, live, walk, education and entertenment. But now is something reversely. It becomes that people feels life better and treat themselves well when only the ordinaries are entertainment first, cloth, car, eat, live and education. From its truely natures, thing belongs to eastern side but also to western side or maybe there's neither eastern world nor western world exists ever. In the end, it's all that people suffers torments from one's magic heart. All originally are variable. Well, too far away from contents...<br />Slowly came back upon: positve and negtive, righteousness and wickedness, black and white, also from boundless scenarios which seems to be either mutually dependent or independent, to be either stuck together or never.<br />From them, shocking extremely my heart already. You can come out your own life to fly world and even inside insignificantly small elements. Coming up e3w3 it is!<br /><br />Sincerely dedicate by this About to my beloved parents. <br /><br />Also see <a href="http://www.e3w3.com/2011/11/about.html">About in Chinese</a>.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1122356902713569493-8471669227008885893?l=www.e3w3.com' alt='' /></div>Adamnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1122356902713569493.post-68339991593853236772011-11-05T00:26:00.000+08:002012-01-07T09:52:19.183+08:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="text-align: right;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><a href="http://www.e3w3.com/2011/11/about-in-english.html" style="text-align: left;">About&nbsp;in English</a>&nbsp;</div></div>父親往生後，一家人於守靈七日內，殷切期盼透過身為靈媒的大舅看看是否老爸能願意說說幾句話，七日內老爸現靈四次。父親因此留給了我一句話：老三，你工作不要換來換去，『東三年西三年』。<br /><br />經過了好些年，仍是東三年西三年，但心裡起初感覺愧對辜負了老爸願望，卻正也是因這話，時時縈繞心裡，推敲來推敲去，終於。我意識到了，世間事物千變萬化，我性已如此。不正是符合我『東三年西三年』的個性？然而也譜出凡事盡量『中庸』為尚，同時心中喃著，要如何延續這對父子來世不多對話的際遇，化作尋找永恆的動力？<br /><br />然父親寡言，每每終有懊惱停滯不前之時，總忽然間心中會告訴自己，老爸留給我最好的東西是啥？逐漸地去探知老爸曾說過：『沒有啥事，比顧好三餐來的重要。』 智者，寡言矣。是阿！ 這人世間的總總有哪一齣戲不是為了顧好三餐而演出的？ 有人吃飽撐死再爽不過，有人想吃連乞丐還做不成。吃魚刺是吃，吃白米飯也是吃。人一天從早到晚，誰能告訴我說你活著不是為了吃？ 有誰不為了吃在拼命！<br /><br />愚者，多言矣。沒錯，正因為老爸的話少之又少，算是毫無可言。然而四位兒子的我們，能知其多少？ 大智若愚，大愚若智。人間有情，說到底------戲還得由兩兩相對且兩兩相依編織而成，缺一不可。<br /><br />這世界亂了！家裡也亂了！ 我心也亂了！ 但一切是如此亂的可愛！ 然而我心若不曾亂過，無&lt;清靜&gt;可生！ 但告訴自己：我自心得先撥正，家才有機會也不亂，社會上才能再減少一份紛亂的因子，世上才會多一絲絲溫暖。古代以前的生活順序是『食衣住行育樂』，如今順序是生活再敗也要來敗個『樂衣行食住育』才覺對得起自己！？ 世間事在你還搞不清東還是西時，一切它原本可能是東也早已是西，亦或是無東也無西罷了，究其因，是夢幻&lt;心&gt;困擾了自己，一切本是無常，我又扯遠了......<br /><br />這些年慢慢地來回於正反、善惡、黑白、從無數看似相互對立卻又彼此相互依存的道理中，把自己的心給震住了。龍阿！龍阿！......你終於可以慢慢走出自己的人生世界，得以展翅遨遊萬里，乃至探索那渺小無盡界之地，來個『啥...小東西』吧。<br /><br />謹以此獻給敬愛的老爸與老媽。<br /><br /><a href="http://www.e3w3.com/2011/11/about-in-english.html">About&nbsp;in English</a>&nbsp;</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1122356902713569493-6833999159385323677?l=www.e3w3.com' alt='' /></div>Adamnoreply@blogger.com0